A devotee experienced intrusive thoughts despite intense devotion to Meher Baba. Baba advised her to continue repeating His name, likening it to a mosquito curtain that keeps thoughts at bay. This practice helps bring out inner thoughts and problems, allowing them to be released without suppression. A devotee recounts a time when Baba, despite His weakened state, celebrated Mehera’s birthday and performed a Navjot ceremony for four children. Baba also arranged the marriage of His nephew Dara and Amrit, who was the daughter of a devotee who initially did not believe in God. The devotee emphasizes the importance of surrendering to Baba and following His guidance, as He offers a shortcut to spiritual growth. During the Navjot ceremony, Baba’s declining health and somber mood were evident, causing sadness among those present. Despite His weakened state, Baba insisted on holding the darshan program in Poona, emphasizing its importance. He reassured the mandali that He would be able to give darshan, even suggesting He could do so while reclining, a foreshadowing of His final days. Baba experienced intense suffering and restlessness, particularly during the New Life period, which worsened after a 1952 automobile accident. Despite efforts to find a quiet place for Him to rest, His restlessness persisted, culminating in a particularly difficult night described as “the night of crucifixion.” Eventually, a quiet cottage on Mandvi Beach was found, providing Baba with a peaceful environment to relax and enjoy walks.

Arnavaz Dadachanji, Dr. Goher