Mani recounts the days following Baba’s death, highlighting the emotional struggle of accepting His physical absence. She reflects on a conversation with Baba a few days prior, where He expressed His suffering and asked, “How much more can I bear?” This realization helped Mani understand that Baba’s passing was a release from His burden and a continuation of His work. Eruch’s words further emphasized the importance of continuing Baba’s mission, reminding Mani that their lives were dedicated to fulfilling His wishes.