"You must not try to save by restricting education," Baba replied. "You must give your children the best education obtainable!"
This was not adding up. I knew the projected calculation very well — I had done it often. I had forecast my income for the next fifteen years, forecast college costs, house payments, etc., etc. I mentally repeated the calculation. No, it still came out the same — a sea of red ink. I cast around for some way to make the books balance. I thought of my contribution to the Sufis. At the time, I was paying the rent for our Center at 406 Sutter Street.
I said, "Well, I better start to save the money I'm now contributing to the Sufis. But what will we do for a Center?"
"You must not diminish your contribution to the Sufis," was Baba's reply.
That finished me. My careful financial planning was a shambles. Nothing could again repair it. No matter how I added it up, income would not equal outgo. Did God condone deliberate bankruptcy? What virtue was there in buying a house knowing that mortgage foreclosure was inevitable, etc.? I collapsed onto Meherjee's shoulders, and he held me up.
Baba, with the sweetest smile, turned to Bea. "Is there anything else?" he asked.
"Yes," said Bea. "Lud doesn't buy me any insurance, and I don't feel very secure." I was privately convinced she was mad. But Baba told me, "Buy her all the insurance she wants."
I was numb. Except for the sure knowledge that this was not a joke and that I would have to live with this program, everything seemed unreal.
Then Baba said to Bea, "You will never have to worry about money in this life. I almost never say this to anyone. But to you I say it. In this life you need never worry about money." Then Baba got up. "I have solved all your financial problems," he said to me, "and this interview is at an end."
There were a number of sequels to this. Baba stayed overnight on Memorial Day 1958 at the new house we had built. He named it "Baba House" after this stay.
As predicted, my bank balance declined. It was apparent that sometime in early 1961 I would go into debt and stay there for the rest of this lifetime. But quite unexpectedly in May 1960, I was transferred to an assignment in Iran at a fifty percent increase in salary.
When Baba said to me, "I have solved all your financial problems," he meant exactly that in a very basic sense. Since that day I have stopped planning ahead, financially speaking. After seeing that "impossible" situation work out, I'll never concern myself about my future solvency again.