October 3, 1991
by Eruch Jessawala
Mandali Hall
Meherazad
India
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1. Baba's Will, God's Cognizance, and the Prayer of Repentance
10. The Path to God: Great Difficulties, Hardships, Prayer, and True Love
12. Suffering: Karmic Burden, Grace or Meher Baba's Manhandling?
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Eruch discusses the concept of God’s will and the Prayer of Repentance, suggesting that while everything happens according to God’s will, individuals are expected to acknowledge their faults and repent. He also shares a story about Padri, who was excited about Baba’s threats, highlighting the awareness that Baba is cognizant of him.
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Frank, deeply moved by Meher Baba’s teachings, gave up drugs and started a family. His youngest son, Merwan, a gifted and loving child, tragically committed suicide at fourteen after a heartbreak. Despite his grief, Frank found solace in Baba’s love and his connection with Baba deepened, becoming his entire life. A Baba lover recounts a story of their son, Damon, who received prasad from Mehera in 1988. After Mehera’s passing, Damon received the prasad and died the next night from bacterial pneumonia. The family found comfort in the prasad and the support of the Baba lover community during this difficult time.
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Dr. Donkin, a reserved and dedicated follower of Baba, worked behind the scenes during the 1969 Darshan Program, ensuring hygiene and cleanliness at the Turf Club and Poona Club. Despite his quiet demeanor, he played a crucial role in supporting the pilgrims and even assisted the last group of Westerners departing by train. Donkin’s dedication extended to documenting Baba’s interactions with masts, resulting in a unique book, The Wayfarers, that proved challenging to categorize in libraries. During mast tours, Meher Baba instructed his companions not to take photographs or keep records. Some masts recognized Baba’s divine status and spontaneously glorified Him, which Baba found disruptive to His work. He explained that He approached masts to serve them with love, and their recognition spoiled His work.
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A discussion arose about how to prove Meher Baba’s divinity to skeptics. A farmer argued that Meher Baba’s ability to understand and respond to people in various languages and dialects was proof of his divinity. Later, at a stopover in Rome, Meher Baba, despite not knowing Romanian, understood a Romanian man’s unspoken question.
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Larry, a former Charismatic Catholic priest, came to Meherazad with a friend. Initially skeptical of Meher Baba, he experienced a profound spiritual awakening in Baba’s room, reconciling his love for Jesus with his newfound connection to Baba. This experience, triggered by a picture of Jesus saving Peter, led him to embrace Baba as Christ.
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Will and Mary Backett, early Baba lovers, were financially poor but considered “millionaires in Baba’s love.” During a visit to their cottage in England, Baba’s presence brought immense joy and spiritual upliftment to the guests. Will Backett recounted this visit, highlighting Baba’s interactions with the guests and His profound impact on the atmosphere of the cottage.
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Dr. Donkin, a member of Baba’s mandali, was known for his quiet nature and dedication to Baba. Despite some physical difficulties, Donkin endured the hardships of the New Life, a period of intense spiritual discipline. Baba, recognizing Donkin’s struggles, would often provide him with food and support, demonstrating His care and understanding.
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During the New Life, Dr. Ghani, a companion of Baba, complained about the lack of meat in their diet. Baba, remembering their school days, allowed Ghani to eat at a hotel, but later felt it was unfair to show preference. To rectify this, Baba asked Ghani to beg for meat at the same hotel, which Ghani did, finding the experience uncomfortable.
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During the New Life days, Baba requested a camel and a camel cart for a procession. While the cart was being repaired, children climbed inside and accidentally startled the camel, causing it to run amok with them still inside. A passerby stopped the camel by hitting it behind the ear, a technique the group later learned.
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Ken questions the notion that Meher Baba causes suffering in the lives of his followers. Eruch acknowledges that hardships are a natural part of the spiritual path, citing Meher Baba’s teachings that suffering is a sign of impending happiness and peace. He emphasizes the difference between prayer, which is driven by desire, and true love, which involves complete surrender to the beloved. Meher Baba explained that suffering and hardship are gifts for his beloved children, meant to turn them towards him and away from the illusion of the world. While suffering is a universal experience, Baba lovers understand it as a sign of his love and grace, a way to face the truth and the sun of his presence. This understanding allows them to find joy and acceptance in their hardships, knowing they are part of a greater plan.
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Eruch recounts a story about a man named Frank, whose son’s death profoundly impacted him, highlighting the transient nature of life. Eruch reflects on how Baba’s teachings about life being a dream and nothing but zero took time to truly sink in. He shares a personal experience of his father’s death, illustrating how Baba remained unaffected and focused on the present moment, even amidst the funeral proceedings. A discussion about the death of a father reveals a spiritual perspective on the afterlife. The father’s passing is likened to the soul being released from the body, finding relief and relaxation. The conversation also touches on the importance of balancing spiritual pursuits with practical engagement in the world, emphasizing the value of sharing spiritual insights with others.
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Ken recounts his journey to Meher Baba, starting with a friend’s recommendation in 1967. He describes his struggle with inner experiences and the suffering he faced, attributing it to his karmic burden rather than Baba’s influence. Ken emphasizes the importance of personal effort in feeling Baba’s presence and rejects the notion that Baba causes worldly suffering. Eruch explains that hardships and suffering are a gift from Meher Baba, meant to turn devotees towards Him and help them face the truth. While it may seem like a burden, this suffering is a form of grace and a sign of Baba’s love for His devotees. Eruch emphasizes that this is a common experience for all, not just Baba lovers, as the world is filled with suffering.
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A devotee recounts his journey with Meher Baba, highlighting the profound impact of Baba’s teachings on his life. He shares the tragic loss of his son, Merwan, and how this event deepened his faith in Baba. Despite the grief, the devotee’s unwavering devotion to Baba and the support of the mandali helped him and his wife find solace and healing.
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John expresses a yearning for a deeper, more constant connection with Baba, feeling that his current experiences are insufficient. He wonders if an intermediary, similar to Ivy O. Duce with Sufism Reoriented, could help him achieve this. Eruch reassures John that this yearning is good and encourages him to remain resigned to Baba’s will, trusting that Baba will ultimately fulfill his desire.
